The slot machines/Vlt's have destroyed my life does anyone have a solution ? ?

I have done the self exclusion twice each for three years(allowed back in) gone to several treatment centres with no real success and have gone to Gamblers Anonymous meetings regularly. I live in poverty as all money I get goes into the vlt's. It has been 20 years of suffering. It has caused tons of harm to me and my family. The worst thing I have to deal with is stopping myself from ending my life. I feel so alone. I have cried a river with no relief from the pain. There is no end to the utter despair I feel. The obsession to gamble or play video game is maddening . There seems no way out unless the Alberta Government bans them. What are the answers to this problem. I feel like this government is not being responsible for the common welfare of the people and I would like to know if there is a solution besides taking my life which isn't really what I want.