Should i lose my virginity to a escort?

Im 20 and im a virgin!!!!! Last time i hooked up with a girl that was becoming my girl friend found out i was a virgin and she just gave me head said she had to go and never talked to me again and broke my heart. I have had 3 other opportunities to have sex but they all got turned off because im a virgin( all happend while 20 turning 21 soon) and they always ask me if i am thats how bad i am. So the only reason i want to get an escort is so i can at least learn how to have sex well so next time i find the right girl she wont get turned off by how bad i am in bed. PLease dont make fun. Thanks for your suggestions. Sorry if this didnt make sense just try your best to understand lol.